31 March 2025

Diary Extract 8 March 31 1760

Monday, March 31.
Lord teach me how to watch and pray,
To keep my heart both night and day,
To try each motion of the mind,
And check the rising lusts I find.

Do thou my sensual heart renew,
And pardon my transgressions too;
Give strength to walk in duty's road,
That narrow path which leads to God.

This morning I rose in good health, at my usual time. I had much pleasure in private prayer, but was discomposed in family worship. I was distressed by sinful thoughts in the afternoon. I am now brought to the close of this month. O Lord, my God, look upon me; and as my days and months roll on, may I increase in grace and usefulness!

30 March 2025

Diary Extract 7 March 30, 1760


Lord's Day, March 30 This morning I did not rise till nearly seven. I was criminal in neglecting to fix my thoughts upon Divine subjects: I also indulged in a light and trifling frame of mind, which I have always found to be prejudicial. About noon I retired, and endeavoured to pour out my supplications before the Lord. In this work I was not altogether unaffected. I had some earnest breathings and warm desires for the pardon of all my offences, for a sanctified heart, for strength against sin, for a Divine blessing upon me this day, for the presence of God in his ordinances, and that this day may be a preparation for the duties of following days.
 In family worship I found some satisfaction, especially in singing Psalm v.

Long as I live I'll bless thy name,
My King, my God of love,
My work and joy shall be the same
In the bright world above.

Let me this day, O my God 'sit under thy shadow with great delight, and let thy fruit be sweet to my taste!' Make me this day 'to drink of the rivers of thy pleasure.' Thou art the centre of all my happiness. Whom have I in heaven but thee? Whom have I in the earth that I desire in comparison of thee?' I'll bid adieu to all other refuges, and take shelter in thee, 'my shield, and my exceeding great reward.

29 March 2025

Diary Extract 6 March 29 1760

Saturday, March 29 I endeavoured when I rose to employ my thoughts on Divine subjects, but had to complain of levity of mind. I had some pleasure in my devotional exercises, both in retirement and in my family. Read Psalm li.
In the former part of the day, when engaged in my employment, I was infested by vain thoughts, but at noon was refreshed in prayer and reading a portion of Scripture. At night I was not so composed in my mind as I could have wished to be.

28 March 2025

Diary Extract 5 March 28 1760

Cotton Mather (Peter Pelham, artist, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons)

Friday, March 28 This morning I rose in good health between five and six. I found my mind attracted heaven-wards. In private and family devotion I had some humblings of heart, and earnestly implored that God would be merciful to me, and pardon my iniquity. Through the day my mind was composed, though I was admonished, and not without some cause, for neglecting my business, and devoting an undue portion of my time to books. At night I read a little in Babbington's "Notes on the Bible," after which I spent some time in private prayer, but had no great enlargement. The remainder of the evening I employed in perusing the "History of New England," by Cotton Mather. I was much interested by the account of Mr. Cotton and Mr. Norton. Oh that I could learn to follow them!"
* Cotton Mather (1663-1728) Magnalia Christi Americana: o, The Ecclesiastical History of New-England first published 1702

24 March 2025

Diary Extract 4 March 24 1760

March 24, 1760. Ætatis 20. - A COVENANT WITH GOD.-Incomprehensible Being! 'who searchest the heart, and triest the reins of the children of men': thou knowest my sincerity, -my thoughts are all unveiled to thee: I am surrounded by thine immensity: thou art a present though invisible witness of what I am now engaged in;-I am taking hold of thy strength that I may be at peace with thee.'
I here bind myself, O Lord, to be thine, by a sacred and everlasting obligation; I devote myself to be thy servant, to perform the work which thou assignest to me; I renounce the glories and vanities of this present evil world, and choose thee as the source of my happiness, my supreme felicity, and everlasting portion. This is my deliberate, my free and sincere determination,-a determination, which by thy grace, I will never retract.
Oh! thou, by whose power alone I shall be able to stand, put thy fear in my heart that I may never depart from thee.-Let not the world with all its flatteries, nor death, nor hell with all its terrors, induce me to violate this sacred judgment. Oh! let me never live to abandon thee, nor draw the impious breath that would deny thee.
And now, let surrounding angels witness, ye saints witness, that I solemnly devote the powers and faculties of my soul to the service of God; and should I presumptuously employ any of the advantages thou hast given me to thy dishonour, or forsake thee, let them testify against me, and let my own words condemn me.
JOHN FAWCETT.
Thus have I subscribed myself to be the Lord's. God is my Father and Friend. Christ is my all-sufficient Saviour; and the Spirit of God will, I trust, be my Sanctifier and my Comforter.

God is my all-sufficient good,
My portion and my choice;
In him my vast desires are fill'd,
And all my powers rejoice.

23 March 2025

Diary Extract 3 March 23 1760

William Grimshaw

Lord's Day, March 23 Mr Crabtree being indisposed, I went to Howarth to hear Mr. Hartley*
In the morning he paraphrased, in a very profitable manner, on Rom. xii. 9–13: 'Let love be without dissimulation,' &c. I endeavoured to take down some short hints of what he delivered, and also of the sermon in the afternoon, from Luke i. 74, 75. After the public services were over, I and my companion Mr. William Roe, were much gratified, and I hope edified, by conversation with Mr. Hartley.
* Both converted through William Grimshaw (1708-1763), William Crabtree (1720-1811) went on to pastor at Westgate, Bradford, and James Hartley (1722-1780) later founded West Lane Baptist Church, Haworth.

21 March 2025

Diary Extract 2 March 21 1760

Friday, March 21-This morning I rose at half past five; attended to private and family worship; read two Psalms, and a page or two in the "Night Thoughts,"* which were a means of warming my affections, and preparing me for the duties of the day.
*Edward Young

20 March 2025

Diary Extract 1 March 20, 1760

Fawcett kept a diary for while as a young man and his son gives extracts.

March 20, 1760.- This day I have been reviewing my past life. By the good hand of God upon me, I have been brought through many difficulties. I can reflect upon little in my conduct with satisfaction. I have often been disobedient, and rebelled against God. O Lord! thou knowest all my weaknesses!-Pardon what is past, and remember not the sins and offences of my youth. Give me strength and grace to begin my life anew. Subdue the power of sin in my heart, and enable me to walk more holily and more uprightly.

"My soul now flies to thee, her trust, her treasure,
As misers to their gold, while others rest.

In the evening I spent some hours in building a wall before my window, where I intend to plant a few herbs. While making this little improvement, I had many pleasing meditations concerning Christ as being the foundation, the corner stone, &c. My evening exercises were not performed with much animation. I had reason to complain of dulness, which might partly be owing to fatigue.

22 January 2025

Fawcett's Grave


A picture of Fawcett's grave and some details can be found here.

5 December 2024

Henry Burrage on Fawcett


Henry Burrage in “Baptist Hymn Writers And Their Hymns”

The date of Dr. Fawcett’s birth, as given above, is old style, but according to our present reckoning, he was born January 17, 1740. Rev. W. R. Stevenson, of Nottingliam, who lias given much attention to Baptist hymnology, writes: “This I learn from a valuable book sent me by Dr. Fawcett’s grandson, - a life of Fawcett by his son who assisted him in his school. I found it necessary to allow for the change of style, in order to understand statements made in the book concerning Dr. Fawcett’s age at certain periods. In the book itself, the date is given thus 1739—1740 (0. S.)’ The elate usually given, in sketches of Dr. Fawcett’s life, is January 6, 1739.”
Dr. Fawcett’s birth-place was Lidget Green, near Bradford, Yorkshire. His father died when he was eleven years of age, leaving a widow and several children in humble circumstances. When John was thirteen years old, he was apprenticed to a trader in Bradford, with whom he remained six years. During his apprenticeship, when sixteen years old, he was converted under the preaching of a sermon by George Whitefield, from the text, John 3:14: “And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up.” Referring to this sermon afterward, he wrote, “As long as life remains I shall remember both the text and the sermon.” For awhile after his conversion, he attended the services of the church of England, but early in 1758, he united with the Baptist church in Bradford, which had just been organized.
He at once made himself useful in church work, and soon the question came before him concerning his duty to preach the gospel. No unworthy motives should influence his decision. He wrote in his diary: “O Lord, I know not what to do, but my eyes are upon thee. If in thy wise counsel thou hast fixed upon me to bear thy name to Gentile sinners, I earnestly implore that thou wouldst give me a right spirit, and bestow upon me every needful qualification for that most difficult and important work. If thou dost not call me to do it, Father, not my will, but thine be done.” The decision was at length made, and in 1763, at the request of his pastor, he began to preach. In the following year, February, 1764, he became pas- tor of the small Baptist church at Wainsgate, near Halifax, West Riding, of Yorkshire, where he was ordained July 31, 1765.
During his residence at Bradford, Dr. Fawcett had written quite a number of short poems. These he published in 1767, under the title “Poetic Essays.” In 1772, he went to London to preach for Dr. Gill, the eminent expositor, then drawing near to the end of his life; and useful life. After Dr. Gill’s decease he was invited to become the expositor’s successor. It seemed to him his duty to accept. Says Dr. Belcher “He preached his farewell sermon to his church in Yorkshire, and loaded six or seven wagons with his furniture, books, etc., to be carried to his new residence. All this time the members of his poor church were almost broken-hearted; fervently did they pray that even now he might not leave them; and, as the time for his departure arrived, men, women, and children, clung around him and his family in perfect agony of soul. The last wagon was being loaded, when the good man and his wife sat down on the packing cases to weep. Looking into his tearful face, while tears like rain fell down her own cheeks, his devoted wife said, “Oh John, John, I cannot bear this! I know not how to go!” “Nor I, either,” said the good man: “Nor will we go; unload the wagons, and put everything in the place where it was before.” The people cried for joy. A letter was sent to London to tell them that his coming to them was impossible; and the good man buckled on his armor for renewed labors, on a salary of less than two hundred dollars a year.”
It was to commemorate this incident in his life that Fawcett wrote his well known hymn:

“Blest be the tie that binds,
Our hearts in Christian love;
The fellowship of kindred minds,
Is like to that above.

Before our Father’s throne,
We pour our ardent prayers;
Our fears, our hopes, our aims are one,
Our comforts and our cares.

We share our mutual woes,
Our mutual burdens bear;
And often for each other flows,
The sympathizing tear.

When we asunder part,
It gives us inward pain,
But we shall still be joined in heart,
And hope to meet again.

This glorious hope revives,
Our courage by the way,
While each in expectation lives,
And longs to see the day.

From sorrow, toil and pain,
And sin, we shall be free,
And perfect love and friendship reign,
Through all eternity.”

These lines have become dear to Christian hearts wherever the English language is spoken.
In 1772, Fawcett published “The Christian’s Humble Plea for his God and Savior; in answer to several Pamphlets lately published by the Rev. Dr. Priestly.” In 1774 appeared “The Sick Man’s Employ.” In 1777 a new chapel, which would seat six hundred people, was built for him at Hebden Bridge, near Wainsgate. His residence was at Brearley Hall, in the village of Midgley, in the same neighborhood, where he opened a boarding-school, subsequently removed to Ewood Hall, which he continued through life as an aid in the support of his growing family. In 1778 he published his “Advice to Youth, on the Advantages of Early Piety,” which passed through several editions. His hymn book appeared in 1782. It was entitled “Hymns adapted to the Circumstances of Public Worship and Private Devotion.” It contained one hundred and sixty-six hymns. Many of them were written to be sung after the sermon to which they had reference, and were composed in the midnight hours preceding the Sabbath. An”Essay on Anger” appeared in 1788. “The Cause of Christ; the Christian’s Glory,” and “Considerations in favor of the newly organized Missionary Society,” followed in 1793, the “Life of the Rev. Oliver Heywood” in 1796, and “Christ Precious to those that Believe” in 1799.
Dr. Fawcett was also the author of “The History of John Wise,” a book for children. It is an evidence of Dr. Fawcett’s high reputation as a scholar and an educator that in 1793, after the death of Dr. Caleb Evans, he was invited to succeed the latter as President of the Baptist Academy at Bristol, an honor which he declined. In 1811, he published, as the fruit of his ripe biblical knowledge, his “Devotional Family Bible.” His life was one of suffering as well as of toil, and his sufferings grew heavier rather than lighter in the closing years of his life. A paralytic stroke, in February, 1816, was the occasion of his relinquishment of pastoral work, and he died July 25, 1817, having as the end drew near devoutly ex- claimed, “Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly!”
Dr. Belcher gives the following account of Dr. Fawcett’s last public service: “Let us take our last look at this excellent minister of Jesus Christ. He has ascended the pulpit at an association in Yorkshire. A thousand eyes are fixed on him in love and admiration, and all present express their conviction by words and smiles, that a spiritual feast has been provided for them. As a good soldier of Christ, he has endured hardness for more than half a century. His praise has been in all the churches, his ministry has been greatly prized through the whole of that populous district, and his usefulness has been honored at home and abroad, in the college and in the place itself. He has now come to bear his dying testimony to the doc- trine of the cross, and to bid farewell to the ministers and friends with whom he has been so long associated. Many of them have a strong presentiment that they shall see his face no more, and are prepared to receive his message as from the lips of a man who has finished his course, and now stands at the entrance of heaven. As he rises in the pulpit, a deathlike silence overspreads the crowded congregation, and all ears are opened to catch the words of inspiration. With a tremulous voice, and with deep emotions, he reads the text; ‘This day I am going the way of all the earth,’ Josh 23:14, and long before he finished his discourse the place became a Bochim—the house of God—the gate of heaven. The sermon, which was committed to the press by the agency of its hearers, yet exists as a monument to his love of truth, his holy affection, and his zeal for the extension of the doctrines of sovereign mercy.”
The honorary degree of Doctor of Divinity was conferred upon Mr. Fawcett by Brown University, in 1811.

Diary Extract 66 1761 July 25

Spectator 1788 Saddhiyama, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons July 25 I have spent the greatest part of my vacant time this week in readin...